The Essays of Style's My Battle Within
I feel trapped sometimes caught up on hopes and dreams. Wishing upon a star feels so mundane but nothing I do is ordinary it seems. Is life about the greatest passion or are blessings scarce and passed out like rations? I ask myself why do I see the world so DARK? What is the meaning of the journey that I must embark? I AM CONTROLLED BY FEAR, and it consumes every part of me. The more I try to fight the weaker I get, sometimes my words slip and I say “I’m sick of this shit!” It’s a constant BATTLE WITHIN and I never know which side will win. So much pain and anguish has caused me to lose so much, love, life, family and friends. Then I’m back at square one where it all began. It always ends the same just when I think things in my life are starting to become. Instantly I’m left with no one. I ask am I destined to be alone. No answer. Is my LONLINESS my only home?
