StylisM

I’m trapped by these four walls crushed in between no where to move not enough space to breath. I’m accompanied by my blank stare that’s left me in a hole without a moment to spare. I’m drowned by a fantasy that I thought was real but I never really was for me it was only a dream but I once thought dreams came true at least that’s what it seemed. So once again I’m back in this place feeling lost, embarrassed, hurt and disgraced. How did I end up here again, the flaws of heart trying fight to win? I’m now realizing what I want is insane love, passion and desire only ends with pain. So I will lay the rest my warm heart and replace it with the cold, a heart that doesn’t feel or give up control. My mind is preparing battle and I think almost set, to erase all the pain that I’m trying to forget. No more hopes and dreams just cold reality that’s my new theme. I guess once again, my thoughts are confirmed. LIFE IS PAIN end of chapter, ANOTHER LESSON LEARNED!