StylisM

This shit is crazy why do I put up with this? Why do I continue to allow myself to be apart of this mess? I don’t know what to do. Why do I love her so much. Here I sit alone dying for her touch. It’s a struggle everyday trying to get through. Its like she doesn’t even care its like I’m just a fool. Why do fools fall in love a question asked plenty of times. I haven’t heard the answer if I had I it must have slipped my mind. I don’t know how much longer of this I can take. Maybe its time for me to call it quits or just take a break. I wish sometimes that I didn’t love maybe I wouldn’t be here trying to appear tough. I stuck in this empty room nothing but darkness and silence which im consumed. I try to escape this horrid place but scars on my heart are too deep to erase. I once thought this was meant to be. I think im mistaken cause this just cant be. So I will continue to look for solutions to this pain unless all this confusion doesn’t drive me insane.